GTFOH1969

Aug 1, 2023

Review by GTFOH1969, August, 2023

When I first laid eyes on this beautiful young woman my heart leapt. It leapt. She was immediately easy to talk to. I explained to her in great detail what I hate sharing here but is relevant to the review. I have been in a loveless death bedroom marriage for 20 years. I have not felt a woman's touch in seven years. My heart was aching for some attention. I informed her also that this was my first time ever with a provider after losing thousands of dollars over the last few years trying to figure out how to go about it. I had no clue about procedures, what I can do what I can't do and I had a lot of questions. She was very vague and confusing with her answers. I asked her to please just take the lead, and I would get in step. After standing around for probably 20 minutes at the foot of my bed getting more confusing and vague replies. I found myself undressing myself and getting in bed to wait on her. Not much in the way of stimulation and being that I was a ball of nerves I had to be and was content on just cuddling the last 15 minutes of my 1 hour session. It wasn't totally her fault. Ultimately I couldn't conquer the state of cluelessness I had regarding what procedure or expectations. No expectations were met and I felt completely dejected having been waiting for such an occurrence for close to 30 years and no action at all the previous 7 years. I can't find the words that could remotely describe how low I felt. Looking to rebound from the heaven turned hell meeting; efforts to schedule a make up session resulted in her standing me up 3 times that same week. At this point I'm depressed but still hopeful because she comes across as a very nice and caring individual which is true. She really is and fun to be around. When she finally showed up exactly 1 week after our first debacle I asked for and was granted a 2 hour meeting. My thinking was the additional time would relieve me of the pressure I was putting on myself.